okay i know it’s probably really lame of my to be posting a picture of my crotch on tumblr, but i don’t care. i had a really bad day today and ate a lot more than i’ve been allowing myself to. i freely admit to being an emotional eater. sue me.
anyway, i decided that instead of sitting in my room and crying about it while i study, i should probably go and exercise. so i did. but right before, in a quick effort to snap myself out of it, i took a picture of my legs. i know i’ve gotten thinner, but i didn’t realize just how much that is.
none of you know this, but it’s taken me 3 years to go from 165 lbs to the 118 that i am now. i cried, honestly. a good cry, but i still cried either way. i remember how obsessed i used to be with that stupid fucking thigh gap, but now that i have it i don’t even care. i’m just so happy at how healthy i look.
so anyway sorry for the paragraphs and humongous picture, but i wanted to get this out. it’s just nice, really, knowing that i’ve finally reached what i never dreamed i would.